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Not worth chewing through the restraints....
You ever have one of those days.
The type that actually started the night before? And makes you so frustrated that you just can't talk about what went wrong?
That was yesterday. I had a crappy Monday night, and was convinced the whole world was against me. My job is...well, my job. They've screwed everything up here again. Testing was "adjusted" again. I hate Governments... get out of my classroom!
I realized that my daughter is 7 months old, and I've missed half of her life. She sleeps (alot) and I work when she is awake. The only times I get her are from 4:30-9pm and weekends. Of her life, the only constant is her daddy.
Now, I know this is new mom talking, but I'm convinced she loves him, not me, at all.
I told you, I've had a crappy day. It's not getting better. Now it's Wednesday, I'm back at work (yesterday was so bad I called in dead) and all I want to do is sit here and cry.
I need massive hugs this weekend.
And Possibly Lambic.
depressedThe type that actually started the night before? And makes you so frustrated that you just can't talk about what went wrong?
That was yesterday. I had a crappy Monday night, and was convinced the whole world was against me. My job is...well, my job. They've screwed everything up here again. Testing was "adjusted" again. I hate Governments... get out of my classroom!
I realized that my daughter is 7 months old, and I've missed half of her life. She sleeps (alot) and I work when she is awake. The only times I get her are from 4:30-9pm and weekends. Of her life, the only constant is her daddy.
Now, I know this is new mom talking, but I'm convinced she loves him, not me, at all.
I told you, I've had a crappy day. It's not getting better. Now it's Wednesday, I'm back at work (yesterday was so bad I called in dead) and all I want to do is sit here and cry.
I need massive hugs this weekend.
And Possibly Lambic.
It might help to get yoru endorphins going a bit.... so have some fruit and go for a walk.... get your blood moving... sit ups on the floor....
I know I can get down that kind of path and there is a point where the slope gets steeper and I feel really crappy.... and I know I need to get out and move my body to make it release it's vice grip on me.
:::::huuuuuuuugs::::
I didn't suffer (much) the post partum stuff. Maybe that's the causes. I can't wait until my prep so I can go out and visit people.
I may go talk to one of the counselors here on campus. i'm good friends with most of them...maybe one of the other mommies can help.
:hugback: